17 August 2025

Life kuch acchi nhi chl rhi, matlab life mein kuch progress hi nhi ho rhi, na job kr rha hun na padhai. Pta hi nhi karna kya hai life mein 26 ho rakhi hai age, kya kuch socha tha life mein but abhi toh kuch achieve hi nhi kr paya , na parents ke liye kuch kiya abhi tak. Steno ki prepration mein bhi concentration hi nhi lagta pura dini bs aise hi time pass mein nikal jata hain. 

Ab KBC 17 ki bhi registraion start ho chuki hai , Mummy ko toh bahut ummid hai KBC se ki isse hi hamari life change ho sakti hai , par mai serious hi nhi ho rha , pta nhi kyu, na mereko kisi bhi cheez mein confidence hai ki main kar payunga ke nahi , Steno ka bhi exam pta nhi nikle ga ke nhi, is tarah ki mein prepration hi nhi kr rha.

Digital Marketing mein bhi kuch khaas nhi kar paya, company mein kisi se meri frndship hi nhi hoti, progress hi nhi kr paya Digital marketing mein bhi. Last company valo ne Dec. 2024 mein nikaal diya tha tab se job hi nhi kr rha, ab toh koi dega bhi nhi.

Steno ki prep. kar nhi rha , na KBC ki , is Steno ke exam ke baad kya krunga, fir age bhi nhi rahegi exam dene ki, Sapne toh bahut hai foreign jana hai , luxury ghar banana hai. Chlo jo hua so hua ab tak , ab concentration krta hu study pr.

Abhi Nidhi Ja rhi hai School and Tuition padhati hai usse hi ghar ki income aati hai, or kuch mummy krti hai. Aaj ek Keypad phone mangvaya tha flipkart se , uska charger hi nhi chala or phone bhi mujhe thoda theek nhi lag rha tha , toh maine return krva diya.

Abhi kuch din pehle AC lene ka soch rhe thy pr nhi liya. Suit 1-2 bik jaate hai muskil se online , par abhi kuch khaas kaam nhi chl rha. Mera na ghar mein tiles lagvane ka mann krta hai pr ,, tiles ka socho toh bed hatna padega, jo tuta pda hai usse hilaya toh tut jayega, toh pehle bed lena padea.